A silly little blog for me to drop the excrement of my mind.
-or- letting you know
Published on December 30, 2004 By BlueDev In Blogging
It may be a combination of things going on at home, at work, and here at JU, but I simply cannot take anymore of this filth. Perhaps I am being too sensitive, perhaps I am judging harshly, and perhaps I am in the wrong.

But there are some folks here I need to distance myself from, at least for a time, while the tidal wave of rancor passes. I respect you enough to let you know that I may be scarce to read or comment where I would have done in the past. I don't want my silence to be misconstrued as something more than it is. But at the same time I don't want it to be assumed to be simply a factor of my being lazy. No, there is a method and a purpose to it.

And that purpose is to preserve my sanity.

Any way you slice it, Yoda was on to something. "Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering"

Call it what you want, but the thick pall of anger and hate hovering over certain sectors here will never lead to anything but suffering. With all the suffering in the world as it is, the last thing I am going to do is willingly subject myself to more of it. I will still be here, writing, commenting, and moving forward. I just may not frequent certain spots for a time.

I look forward to a brighter future. I hope it comes soon.

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on Dec 30, 2004

Dev...you took the words right out of my mouth.

I made the mistake of playing into this hatred this morning.  I'm kicking myself for doing it....but I too am going to distance myself for a while. 

I can't be around it, it makes me angry, and then my anger eats at me....it's a no-win situation.

If I don't talk to you before, I hope that you have a wonderful new year....oh, and I'm working on a beanie for you new little peanut.

on Dec 30, 2004

"""I look forward to a brighter future. I hope it comes soon."""

ditto

Trinitie

on Dec 30, 2004
If I don't talk to you before, I hope that you have a wonderful new year....oh, and I'm working on a beanie for you new little peanut.


Thanks. Same to you dharma, I hope it is a pleasant one. And we will look forward to the beanie for the peanut. That is kind of you.

Trinitie: I know I am not the only one feeling that, but it helps to actually see it. I appreciate it.
on Dec 30, 2004
Doc, I wholeheartedly agree!

This aint grade school folks. Some of us have forgotten that they are supposed to be adults. And some just love it when the blood hits the water.

Makes me sick really.
on Dec 30, 2004
Makes me sick really.


You know, reading some of the absolute refuse that has been written here lately I honestly was nauseous. I have a pretty hearty constitution, and it takes a lot to perturb me. Well, some here succeeded, and I am not going to put myself through it. Thanks for backing me up thatoneguy!
on Dec 30, 2004
Anytime! Us Utah boys gotta stick together.
on Dec 30, 2004
Words of wisdom from a muppet, isn't life great? Enjoy your distance and take care of yourself.
on Dec 30, 2004
Anytime! Us Utah boys gotta stick together.


hey what about me??
on Dec 30, 2004
not that I'm a boy...
on Dec 30, 2004
Heh, we got your back to Silver and Jade. No worries.
on Dec 30, 2004
Hah, Danny, it took me a minute to figure out what you mean with the muppet comment. Yes, I forgot I referred to Yoda briefly (though as of late he has morphed from muppet to CG, oh well). Yes, life is great, if we choose to make it so.
on Dec 30, 2004
I'm taking a beautiful walk through a meadow right now, and it's so peaceful here. I don't know what's happening beyond this little valley, but I don't really care.

Cheers to you, BlueDev, and everyone else. You can come walk with me too, if you like.

-A.
on Dec 30, 2004
Will do A. You are one of those I knew I could still e-hang with. I appreciate the invite.
on Dec 30, 2004
Maybe everyone should do a little distancing... JU is a great place, but maybe Brad should close it for a week...let heads cool off for awhile. I know it wont happen, but I still think it's a good idea...

on Dec 30, 2004
I admit I feel a little confused by all the stuff on JU lately. I'm not sure what to make of certain folk now, but I guess I don't really know most of them anyway.

I'll join you guys on the meadow.
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