I love PC gaming. Really. I do. I promise.
Or am I just trying to convince myself? Cause, see, I really don't play games that much anymore. I try to. I download some demos these days, but many I cancel even before I finish downloading the file. Not too long ago I downloaded anything and everything and at least gave it a go. One of my favorite ridiculous things to do was to go to the local EB Games or Gamestops and browse games. Window shopping for pimply faced geeks, if you would. That doesn't even seem interesting these days though. To be honest, my hardware is old enough that I can't run a lot of the newest FPS games (though I tip my hat to Epic because I can still run UT2004 at 1280x1024 with details at Normal! That is engine optimization!), but that is okay because FPS games aren't my favorite anyway.
I love strategy games. Or at least I used to. I loved the original Homeworld, and enjoyed the demo for Homeworld 2, but never got around to getting it. Same with Ground Control. I love the first two Kohan games, and even played the demo for Kohan 2. And while I enjoyed it and still plan on buying the game, I am in no hurry. I'm just not sure why, but I think about playing a game and nothing. It just doesn't get me excited in the least.
The last time this happened I fired up Serious Sam 2. It cured me, I was back into blasting alien hordes to oblivion. But I just don't know what will work this time. And what I find even more startling is the prospect that perhaps I don't want to get out of this funk. Could it be that part of me doesn't want to get back into gaming?
That makes me sort of sad.
The cure must be out there. I just have to find it.